Monday, January 31, 2011

A follow-up and a beautiful picture

from Wolgan

I like this picture. 
It is cute, sexy, enticing, and promises more.
she is naked, to be sure, but it is her eyes,
open, trusting, a hint of surprise, a touch of want unspoken.
Maybe she is a bit too young for you,
1/2 your age plus five is a guideline, not a rule, right?
Young, and eager and wanting to please,
but in need of care, and training, and confidence.
You aren't her first, but perhaps the best
so far
She has much to learn, much to share,
and is eager to accept your instruction.
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I wanted to update my mood from the past few posts that were a bit, shall we say, "on edge"?

Several years ago I admitted to some wanderings which have been discussed in this blog many times.  They all came up again the other night out of a conversation about totally unrelated matters.  It seemed to hit me out of nowhere this time.  I thought things were good, I thought we were moving past them, I thought the "forgive and forget" rule was finally coming in to play.  I was wrong.

This is not to say that every day is a tide of bitter looks and snide remarks.  We are happy most of the time.  She has been loving and forgiving and patient with me.  I'm grateful for that.  Maybe it is unrealistic and selfish of me to expect her to forget any kind of betrayal in this area, but it hope, maybe out of a desire to have it be done with once and for all.

So we talked, and argued a bit, and I had to defend myself and lie my ass off and get around things and tell her what she wanted to hear   It's not the most honest solution, but it gets us back on track.

We were up until almost 1:00 AM, exhausted, we gave up and came to an end.  She had spoken her piece, i had given the right answers, and it was time to sleep.

That was Tuesday, I think.  The mood, for me, obviously was deep when I wrote the FFF and "Never Ever" posts.  But I wrote those posts in the heat of the moment and scheduled them for later posting.  They were true and honest at the time, but also I feel sense of completion when I write.  It's my way of letting go.  Sometimes I write them and schedule them and forget about them until they post and it surprises me.

After our long night, we tried to be good to each other.  I get a lot of "good hubby" points by giving her a long tender hug when I get home.  The house is crazy, she's busy, and I step in and kick it up a notch usually. 
So I tried, and she tried to sooth things over a bit.

Sunday morning is our one day where no one has to wake up early.  Church isn't until 10 and we take advantage of it.  On Sunday my little one got up early as he always does, and my wife sent him off to play on the computer.  That was a good sign.  Our girls were told that they couldn't leave their room until 8:30. 

I had woken up hard, she was snuggly, and soon found my through my PJs. 

"Do you want to lock the door?" I asked

And the morning started off wonderfully.  So, even if all is not forgotten, it's put away for a while.

And that feels good too.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Yeah for Sunday Morning Sex!!!

It certainly makes it easier to sit through services.

:-) 

And a big thank you to the kids for sleeping in.

Sunday's Sacrilege

OK, I shouldn't post this, especially on a Sunday, but here goes....




And my apologies for not remembering where I got this excellent piece of subversion.



The past few Sundays I've been putting up some mildly subversive thoughts that hint at a deeper shift I feel is happening in my head and in my heart.

I was raised in a wonderful Christian home.  We were devout, but not obsessive, we were faithful, but not fanatic.  I was never asked to shave my head, abandon TV or dancing, or marry a 60 year old man I had never met (as a guy, that would have been really weird).

As an adult I continued in the faith of my fathers, married within the fold, and have done the dutiful father bit for a long time.  But lately, I've been wondering about matters of faith and devotion.  Am I missing the point? have I confused dogma with principle?  At what level is my faith being shaken?  Aaagh, there are so many thoughts in my head that it's hard to even elucidate them. 

All I know is that I'm asking questions that I've never asked before and it's unnerving.
And that's all I can say right now.
I'm not sure what do do next.


Saturday, January 29, 2011

Fruit Ninja - WTF?

I have no idea what "Fruit Ninja" is, but I'm assuming it's some kind of game...
But this still made me just crack up...





OK, I went to look for it.  It's a game for the iPad world.




And when that's all done, click here, because it's freaking funny!!!

Friday, January 28, 2011

Never, Ever



People may forgive
but
They never forget


and they don't let you either.


More later, maybe, I don't know yet...


Shit.

FFF - Jan 28

93-129 Words
....held protectively...
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“Why is she here?”  I stared at the nervous blonde, dressed only in panties that I recognized from my wife’s suitcase.

“I’m sorry dear” The tears were real as she hid behind the satin sheets of our bedroom. 

“Why?” I asked, crestfallen, “What do you have to be sorry for?”  I tried to remain calm.

“I, I…” She was, for once, at a loss for words.  “You’ve been so busy at work…I…”

“I have left you alone too long” I sighed, “You are my treasure, you should have been held protectively from the word, and instead, I abandoned you to it.”

I took the stranger by the hand and walked her to my wife’s bed. 

“It is I that am sorry.”

They kissed tenderly as I left the room.
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The world is full of loss, full of bad choices, and misguided steps.  Some can be rectified, some are noticed too late, some are over before the begin.

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Here are the other players this week...

Oversexed Librarian:  http://oversexedlibrarian.blogspot.com
David:  http://dsinvegas.blogspot.com
Soren:  http://amorousdays.blogspot.com
Sephani:  http://sephanipaige.wordpress.com
MarQe:  http://marqe.blogspot.com  (MarQe is a newcomer to FFF; go say welcome)
Lexi:  http://lex-ploits.blogspot.com

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Drip

I want you back
i want school to start
I want you in the library
i want you in my head
I want your hands in your pants
i want your sking on the floor
i want your knees at my feet
I want you to drip
to want
to need
i want you to remember me.

Back to the GYM!


So, Christmas has finally caught up with me.  It's time to get back to work.  
And by "work" I mean stop eating so freaking much.


On a side note, I did go to the gym this morning, but instead of doing weights, 
I went to K's boot camp class.
Three stations - lower body, punching bag, and aerobics.

If you really want to strip away all pretense of "being in shape", 
if you want to see yourself as others see you
if you want a reality check,
do some jumping jacks in front of a room sized mirror 
in a t-shirt that's just a little too short.

It is physically impossible to suck in your gut
hide your love handles, 
and smile
all at the same time.
You have to pick one,

And since I was out of breath, 
smiling wasn't an option.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

By Fire Light

By the time I walked through the door from a long day at work she was already snuggled under a blanket on the couch. A small fire burned in the fireplace and the large pile of ashes told me that she had been there for a while. There has been a lot of tension at her office lately and her days felt longer than the eight-hour minimum. The new boss, a crackdown on the Internet, and a new office manager had made her life tough over the past few weeks.

But I still smile every time I see her. Tonight was no exception. She looked up at me and asked me what I was smiling about and all I could do was walk over and kiss her. Her lips had been warmed by her mug of hot chocolate and I smelled a hint of cinnamon on her tongue as we allowed our kisses to deepen and our lips to soften.

"How are you doing today?" I asked between kisses

"Janice is being Janice,” she said between breaths, "so that should tell you enough."

"Well then," I whispered as my hand lifted the blanket just a little, "we won't think about it."

She playfully slapped my hand away and told me that I needed to wash up from the long drive and being on the bus. I love commuting via mass transit but her molysomophobia always came to the fore when I got home. She spent too much time worrying about the germs I might be sitting next to on the bus.  I told her all I did was sit in the back, by myself, thinking about her and trying not to cum in my pants, but I still had to wash up.

I stood up and walked across the living room and under the arch into the kitchen. The mess of the day was still out but I knew that this was not the right time to tease her about her housekeeping skills. As the warm water ran over my hands I called out to her, "Have you eaten dinner yet sweetheart?" I waited for a response but there was none. I turned off the water and grabbed a fresh towel printed with daisies and a blue checkerboard pattern that had been a gift from my sister when we moved in together.

"If you're going to be living in sin," she said, "you might has well have clean hands."

I hung the towel back up on the handle of the stove and turned back to the couch. Her blanket was there but she was not and I heard soft noises coming from the bedroom.

"Do you want me to join you?" I shouted down the hallway

"Yes please." Her voice was soft and sexy and inviting.

"I’ll be right in, I just want to straighten up a little bit first."

"You had better hurry." She called back. "I'm not going to last much longer."

I straightened the kitchen counters, put away the remnants of dinner, and filled the left side of the sink with hot water so the dishes could soak overnight. It looked like she had fixed her signature lasagna, but then I found the Souffer’s box in the trash and laughed to myself. Turning off the lights I looked around the home we shared and was filled with the contentment that I did not expect.

The house fell into darkness as I made my rounds turning off lamps and lights. I banked the fire and closed the gate so that any stray embers would be safely contained. My body began to stir as I thought of the many nights we had spent in front of that fire on the floor beneath my feet, wrapped in thick winter blankets or naked with glistening skin warmed purely by the flames of the fire.

The stairway to the bedroom at the back of the house was dark. I walked quietly up the stairs avoiding the handrail that's had squeaked since the day we bought the house, and probably for the 60 years before that. On the top landing I stopped and looked out the window at the freshly fallen snow. I never imagine myself living in the South, but her lilting accent and southern hospitality had won me over. I put my hand against the glass and felt the chill of the air outside. My other hand began undoing the buttons on my shirt as I stepped into the bedroom.

She had made it to the bed, but barely. Her silk winter pajamas lay on her dressing table chair, a Louis XIV knockoff we found while furniture shopping in West Virginia last summer. She lay on her stomach with a soft glow of the bedroom light highlighting the soft curves of her diminutive frame. I was surprised to see that she still had her panties on but that was it. The deep blue silk disappeared between the cleft of her ass and her upper body was hidden in the blankets. She had fallen asleep while crawling into bed and I grinned ear-to-ear.  She works herself so hard and serves so many people that she barely has time for herself.

I quickly, and quietly, brushed my teeth and washed my face. I undressed and approached the bed, wondering what to do with her. Her left knee hung off the edge of the bed while her right knee, further on top, kept her from slipping off completely. The position exposed her to me and I could not help but look. At 5’6”, she was the perfect complement to my 5'10". I told her it was good for kissing, that she could look up adoringly into my eyes while I grabbed her ass. I stood over her in the darkness as I felt my erection grow.

Looking down over her I remembered many of the times I had her bent over this very bed. I remember the times were she screamed into the duvet, trying to hide the primal need that escaped her ruby lips. I reached out and stroked her right cheek as it turned into her upper thigh and down to the back of her knee.

She stirred in their sleep and crawled of further onto the bed, unaware that I was the one tickling her bare skin in whatever dream she was spinning. Fully on the bed now and on her stomach, she presented her ass to me in sleepy subservience. It was almost a learned behavior at this point. She would crawl on the bed, face down, and offer herself to me.

Was it habit, a playful gesture, or ritual that we both enjoyed? Standing at the end of the bed I would ask her to assume the position. Her naked breasts would be hidden in the soft comforter and she would lift herself to her knees and spread her cheeks for me. I would lean close to examine what was given to me freely.

"Wider please." And she would readjust her fingers pull herself wider until her pink cleft and her puckered star were open for my inspection.

Sometimes I would leave her there for many moments, waiting for my touch or my word. Sometimes I would kneel behind her and bend down and worship her sphincter with my tongue. Long deep strokes that aroused us both as I worshiped at the altar of her ass.

After I felt she was sufficiently attended to, I would apply a small amount of lubricant to her skin and insert the trainer of my choice.  Sometimes it was the little one, just to give her a sense of my control. When I felt she needed more reminding, I would pick the largest of the three.

If she had been appropriately compliant I would use an extra application of lubricant. If she had been defiant, however, it went in hard and thick and big and it stretched the walls harshly and reminded her that she was mine.  There were days when punishment was appropriate, where she had been unwilling to please me in the most simple ways. Days were she insisted on selecting her own clothing for work. Days when her hands remained on top of her desk during our phone calls, days when she was not prepared to accept my ownership.

Those were the days I laid my hands on her and reminded her of what she wanted. When I wrapped my hands firmly around her neck and pressed her back into the bedroom and onto our bed where she had promised to serve me always. Those were the days when I was not her lover but I was her owner and she was my whore.

I came out of my reverie as she coughed in her sleep and rolled over. Now on her back she stretched long and lean in her sleep. Her full breasts sat firm and at attention on her small frame.  Enjoying the sight of my lover sprawled on our bed covered by mere scrap silk, I allowed my cock to harden fully. Stepping over to her dressing table I found a small pair of scissors and crawled back on the bed. She stirred slightly from the shifting weight on the mattress but stayed asleep. Kneeling between her legs and bending over her I took the scissors and quietly snipped the waistband of her panties allowing them to fall open.

Her shaved cunt was exposed before me and I moved closer with my knees and spread her thighs. Her light pink lips gently peeled apart and opened for me. I bent down and gently kissed the hood over her clitoris and took a gentle taste. I felt my cock twitch.

Assuming a push-up position I hovered over her body and sucked her right nipple into my mouth. Soft and full, her breast filled my mouth as my tongue began to swirl around her rapidly hardening flesh. I allowed my hips to settle in on top of her and she welcomed to me by spreading her thighs wider and wrapping her ankles around the small of my back.

"I waited for you as long as I could." She said sleepily

"I got here as soon as I could." I said.

"You would rather do dishes than be with me?" She said smiling with sleepy eyes. She wrapped her legs further around me and shifted her hips in such a way to bring my head in contact with her wet lips. "You'd rather rinse cereal bowls than fuck me?" She began grinding her pubic bone against the tip of my cock

"Would you really rather turn off the lights and lock the door than feel my cunt swallowing your cock?" She ground hard against my shaft but did not allow me entrance as I began to move with her.

“Would you really rather arrange the living room pillows than fill my ass with cum?”

She stretched her arms high over her head as she arched her back and pulled my head, my lips, my tongue, to her left breast. "You'd rather taste toothpaste than this?" And she forced her nipple back between my teeth.

I captured her wrists in my hands and pinned her to the bed with my weight. I dropped my hips low and shifted them to press against the soft folds of her lips. "I wanted you to wake up to a clean house." I pulled my hips back.

“I wanted you to enjoy breakfast." I whispered as I pressed my cock deep into her cunt. I ground in, savoring the first moment of penetration. She arched her back again and thrust her hips to take my size.

"Oh Fuck me." She ground.

"Say it again" I replied. "Beg me for it."

She ground her hips into mine, impaling herself deeper on my shaft and wrapping her arms tightly around my neck. "Fuck me. Fuck me. Please Fuck me.."

Our rhythm came quickly and naturally as I felt my body moved in and out of her silky perfection. We kissed hungrily as times as we fought for dominance. I felt her heels dig into my back as she sought for leverage to pull me deeper.

I felt it first, and then heard, the change in her voice as her orgasm approached. I had heard it many times before. In person and over the phone I loved it every time. Her chest tightened and her voice picked up its cadence until it crashed over her and I drove in deep and fast.

"Talk to me,” I insisted. "Tell me what you want, tell me what you feel."

"Oh Fuck I’m coming, oh shit, oh shit, it feels so good, it's just right. Don't stop."

"Don't stop what?" I said with a teasing my voice.

"Never stop fucking me." She came again and whimpered as the pain shot through her pussy, the pain of climax and orgasm and release.

She was gasping for air underneath me and I lifted myself off her to relieve the pressure. With a quick shift of her hips I was out of her and my body felt lost without her enveloping me.

"I'm not finished yet." I said.

She shifted to her hands and knees and buried her face in her pillows.
"Do it." She spread her cheeks wide.

I knelt up behind her, knowing what she wanted, knowing what she craved at this very moment. There were times when we kissed and made love then fell asleep in each other's arms, these were the sweet and tender times. But nights like tonight where she had been waiting by the fire for me to come home and take her, she had a deeper need.

I bent over and attacked. Her skin was warm and wet with orgasmic shine. I licked her ass with long deep strokes and small poking intrusions. I was so hard for her and she knew that I wanted this as much as she did. I slipped my cock deep inside her pussy and drew it out with all the lubrication I would need. I took her by the hips, positioned her, and pressed in.

The tight muscles of her anus were resistant at first but I knew she wanted me. She wanted me to take her, to own her, to take what was mine and what she wanted to give. I felt my cock slip in deeper. Tight, dark, warm, my cock was the perfect fit for her ass. I pressed in deeper as I pulled her hips back to mine. I could feel her hand on her clit, masturbating as I fucked her. It was a vision and a sensation I could barely resist.

I knew I would not last long.  I too had been thinking about this moment all day; during meetings, as I went to lunch, as I sat with my boss discussing the third-quarter results, all I did was think about my lover’s ass.

I felt her around me I felt her body tighten against me as her orgasm began to grow. I pulled myself all the way out and she whimpered and I knew she wanted me back inside quickly and roughly. I pressed back in, the walls of her ass tightening around me again as her fingers went over and over her clit and small quick circles she wanted, she wanted me to come, she wanted me to come in her ass, she wanted me to fill her

"Ask for it."

"Please baby, please fuck me, cum in me, please, please, cum for me, cum in my ass.”

I thrust harder and her fingers flew.  Her orgasm started and we came together. She came hard on my cock, I felt the muscles clench and twitch and pull herself onto me deeper as I thrust and released and filled her.

Lost in the haze I don't know when we actually stopped or how long we had been asleep, I only knew that when I awoke, she was in my arms, smiling, and I vowed never to leave.

Monday, January 24, 2011

It's time for the feud!!!

I was writing about vendettas, jihad, and the Mason/Dixon line, when I mentioned feuds, which reminded me of the Family Feud, where I found this clip.  Pretty funny.

So this one is for you!!!


Just in case....

Just in case you stay in my hotel, room 1523, please don't eat dinner off the table.  I mean, yeah, I tried to clean it, but I'd still eat dinner somewhere else.

and to my friend, "Thanks."

:-)

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Homeward Bound

There are days, less often than in the past, when I long to be home.  i long to have my mother back, healthy, alive, funny, full of puns and laughter and quiet hugs.

I long for days when I was surrounded by friends who knew me well, who new me from childhood, who knew and were my friends anyway.

There are days when sorrow over takes me, when the family around me, the home I pay for, the car I drive, the job I ignore, are all costumed bits of a character i never agreed to play.   When did this happen?

When did I lose touch with so many of my childhood friends?  Are miles that powerful that they drive a wedge between the closest of friends?  If I can meet and fall in love across miles of Internet wire, why can I not find my friends with whom I've laughed and cried and played and worked?

Or is the longing more spiritual, more global than simple loneliness?  When we seek to go home is it to a God that gave us life or to a simpler time when belief in that God gave us comfort?  For what do we mourn, the loss of innocence or the loss of faith?

So where is home? 




(I listened to several versions of the video before selecting this one, the harmonies are different than the version I grew up with, more plaintive, more searching, so I used it.)

Saturday, January 22, 2011

I like this stuff....

It's the techno-survivalist geek in me coming out, but I like projects like this.





Because, sometimes, I start to worry
.

And, here is one of the reasons I start to worry.  This guy probably has 6 kids.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

FFF - 1-21-11 - Feelings, Rich and Dark

rich and dark...
105-156 words
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“Rich and dark?” she flicked the bulletin board with her finger, “What kind of racist bullshit is this?”

Amanda, nodded her head in agreement, but quickly tore off a tab of paper from the bottom of the notice as Rachel walked away.  She said nothing, but thought about the casting notice all day. 

“Wanted, voluptuous models, rich and dark, for artistic photography and possible acting.”

She knew those were code words for nudes and porn, but she wanted to feel that way about herself.  She wanted to catch how she felt on camera.  She wanted to share her discoveries with others.

That night, after her sister was in bed, she dialed the number and was surprised to hear a sweet female voice on the other end. 

“Yes,” she answered, “I fit the description.  Mmmhmm.”

She paused to consider the question.  “Yes, I would love to do that.”

She cradled the phone, and grinning, drifted to sleep.

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They all gathered around the campfire.  The last kids of the summer were gone, they stayed to clean up and shutter the camp for the winter.  The weather had turned warm for the week to the relief of the staff and tonight was the last night around the fire.

“Hey,” she said, staring in to the flames that were turning deep and red, “I wanted to tell you how much you all have meant to me this summer.”  Her friends in the circle glanced at each other in agreement.  “No,” she interrupted, “I want to get past the standard end-of-summer speech.”

Silence reigned, disturbed only by the crack and snap of the embers.

“When I joined you all I was lost.  You stripped away everything that troubled me, the city, my ex, myself.  These woods saved me, they became my home and you became my family.  Thank you.” 

The night and fire settled, rich and dark and quiet.

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Since we all tend to comment on the picture as well as our writing, I'll start there.  

I like this picture.  Is is sensual instead of sexy, which is very much par for the course over at one of my favorite Tumblrs, Tempting Sweets.  The woman is strong, full, confident in pose and beauty.  The outdoor setting evokes a boldness and defiance, which leads to the unmistakable conclusion, "She wants me."  Wait, that's the unmistakable conclusion every guy makes, but I digress.  As I started writing I, as usual, had three thoughts in my head.

The first think that popped in to my head was the first post.  I couldn't get it out, and I worried that I was reading in an attitude that wasn't there.  What was the reaction of other women, other black women?  In a previous life I wrote extensively about racial issues, governmental discrimination, and the power dynamic between women of different races.  As one of only 3 white guys in an almost all non-white program, I spent a lot of time thinking about how language betrays us at times, and saves us at others.  So I played with it in my head.  FFF isn't usually an arena for heavy political statements so I tried to keep it sexy and light, the reaction of two sisters to the same phrase.  We all read in to words the meaning that we wan to hear.  Sometimes we get it write, sometimes we get it wrong.

The second section was inspired by the movie "Meatballs", years at summer camp (all boys), and "band trip romances" those wonderful 6 day love affairs that begin as the buses pull away from school and end as you get off the freeway on the way home.  But summer love can take on many forms.  We hope it happens on "The Bachelor", we see it happen on "Road Rules/Big Brother/Jersey Shore", but during simpler times, when camp counselors fell in love and held hand through the summer, we all dreamed about it.

I saw in this photograph a woman who had found herself in the forest.  Someone who had found herself among true friends for the first time and was able to shed everything that held her down.  It's cheesy, melodramatic, and I'm not going to apologize one bit.  I love the feeling of discovery when it leads to truly great things. 

(and as a side note, this is my 800th post)
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Have a great Flash Fiction Friday and go see who else played along at http://insatiabear.blogspot.com/.  
Or, 
check out my list of past players down below

Advizor:                  http://advizortoall.blogspot.com/ 
Aeon's Angel:         http://afreedomtosubmit.blogspot.com/ 
B. Tickler:              http://bumtickler.wordpress.com/
Big Geek:               http://getting-a-grip.blogspot.com/
David:                     http://dsinvegas.blogspot.com/ 
Dioneo:                   http://eccespanko.blogspot.com/
Dixie:                      http://dixiedukes.blogspot.com/
Drenchxoxo:          http://thedrenchedone.blogspot.com/ 
France:                   http://theworldbegins.blogspot.com/ 
Just a Taste:           http://sexandchocolatecake.blogspot.com/ 
Lexi:                       http://lex-ploits.blogspot.com/ 
Max:                        http://mystic-satyr.blogspot.com/ 
Nilla:                      http://vanillamom.wordpress.com/ 
Oversexed Librarian:   http://oversexedlibrarian.blogspot.com/ 
Rozewolf:                http://wordwytch.wordpress.com/  
Scarlett:                  http://msscarlettletter.blogspot.com/ 
Selene Elpis:          http://seleneelpis.blogspot.com/ 
Sephani Paige:       http://sephanipaige.wordpress.com/ 
Snow:                      http://snow9.wordpress.com/
Soren:                     http://amorousdays.blogspot.com/ 
Spring Flower:       http://agirlsgottahaveoptions.blogspot.com/ 
Vesta:                      http://vestassubmission.blogspot.com/
And, of course, our host…
http://insatiabear.blogspot.com/

HNT - Morning Snack

And yes, I'm very glad to see you





I know this is a cheap entry into the world of HNT, but as I was
getting my morning fruit from the kitchen, I couldn't resist. 

Happy HNT everyone!!

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

I've always loved this look

I have always loved the bodysuit.



An ex-girlfriend introduced them to me.  It was all she wore because she hated having her shirts come untucked, and she admitted that she like reaching between her legs and feeling the satisfiing pop of snaps coming un-done.

I remember still the first time she let me do it.

Anyway, this picture brought all of those memories back.  Thanks

On the road...

She was beautiful, almost
a solid 8  or 9
friendly, chatty, a fellow traveller
in the same profession
she sold, i bought
We just didn't have a contract yet.

It was a long flight, 
quiet, peaceful, turbulence free

I felt her arm brush against mine
when she raised the arm rest
as we talked about 
work, sales, software, law school and law suits
and kids and schools and commutes 
and LA traffic and Houston hotels
and eating alone in strange cities
I said nothing

We laughed a bit, had quiet minutes 
where the conversation was just on pause

We shared a car rental company
But I checked a bag, she carried on
so, at the 2nd juncture
she turned left, I went straight
and I said nothing again
My bag was quick, her rental struggles were long
and we met again
and I said nothing

So my bed is empty
And I will say nothing.





This post has no point, it's not even that interesting, I just find myself not being bold enough
when opportunities knock, even if it was just for dinner

Monday, January 17, 2011

Some times this is all I can think about

The thought of you,
beneath me,
wanting, willing
waiting for me

It is all I think about some days.
Knowing, that you are so far
Too Far
too distant..

Now this is dancing....

I've never watched more than a few clips of Dancing with the Stars in the United States, but if the link below is any indication of what DWTS can be in other countries, count me in!!!



SILVINA ESCUDERO STRIPDANCE  25-10-2010
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And, on a similar note, I really really need to start watching WEEDS


mary-louise-parker-weeds-bar-scene
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Sunday, January 16, 2011

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Happy Birthday - Part 2

This is written as a birthday with for a friend, who sent me a wonderful gift, and only asked for a story in return.

So Happy Birthday you wonderfully sexy snow-bound friend, you words warm my nights and thrill my days.  And yes, they are still safely tucked away in my locked desk drawer....

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Send me a picture
I had said it a hundred times before, and usually she just sent me the overused and never true, LOL, but this time her IM screen was quiet, for a long time. 
OK
OK, what?  By now I had forgotten the question completely, it was like saying hello or talking about the weather, an inside joke to be noted and ignored.
OK, I’ll send you a picture.
This time I held my peace. What should I say?    Thank you.
We talked about work and home life for a bit then her boss came by and my phone rang and life intruded and the conversation was forgotten and the afternoon turned in to the evening, the day ended, and life moved on, the weekend arrived, a road trip began.
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I dialed in to my first call after returning from vacation and quickly glazed over waiting for my 10 minutes of fame, the conversation droned on and on as I barely listened and began cleaning out e-mails accumulated during a week in the mountains.  The voices hummed incessantly through my speaker phone…
…network traffic has been optimized
…I know, but we need to re-index the router tables if they are going to be ready.
…you said they were already indexed
…They were last week, before YOU delayed…
I was going to kill myself because of one phone call.  One call with too many voices, all Indians, no Chiefs, and no end in sight.  I texted Don to tell him to end the meeting until someone with authority could join when I heard my phone buzz in it’s cradle.  Left on overnight its battery ran down and died, leaving me with a quiet morning, until now.
It rattled again, like a wasp in a bottle,  I ignored it and sent another message to Don, “Kill this meeting!, or me, PLEASE” 
My e-mail chimed in the lower right corner as the new message light popped up.
“Our mail room handles a large volume of mail, please keep personal packages to a minimum”  That was enough for me.  I hung up on the conf. line, knowing that I would not be missed, and if I was, Don would cover for me.  Grabbing my bug off the edge of my desk I went downstairs to the mail room. 
Hellooooooow Rebecca I smiled at HR’s prettiest new-hire.  She smiled back and I blushed a little.
Hellohellohello she replied.  What’s up?
I got an e-mail.  She stared at me
From here.  We stared for a minute longer.
OH!  From here?  I get it, I’m sorry, yes yes yes you have a package I forgot the new system e-mails you when we check them in, I’m sorry I need to learn so much and I forgot that part and…
I held up my hand and grinned, trying to slow her down.  It’s OK, do you have it?
It’s right here, sign there.  She handed me the thin envelope and smiled and turned and ran across the room to pick up the phone.  I felt like telling a blond joke to myself but she was a dangerously pretty, deeply brunette waif with a southern accent that hardened me every time I found an excuse to get a package.  Watching her walk away and bend over the desk to pick up the phone didn’t help.
I unlocked the door and tossed my keys on my messy desk.  They slid under the audit files and I knew I’d forget where they were by lunch time but I left them there anyway, turning the package over in my hand.  It was addressed to me with a type written label, but two small, delicate, hand written initials were in the upper left corner “TJ.”
TJ?  TJ?  I thought.  Oh shit!  TJ!
I ripped open the mailing envelope to find another more ornate enclosure.  On the outside was paper-clipped a note in the same precise, but womanly, handwriting.
Do not open this until you tell me it’s in your hands
We hadn’t talked during my vacation but she did send a cryptic note about a tracking number and a Friday delivery.  I sat down and logged in to Yahoo Messenger and knocked out an IM to her and started to open the second envelope.  A plastic lining came in to view, but I stopped, thinking that her request meant to wait for her for some reason. 
My computer beeped and my phone buzzed at the same time.  It was her.
Is it opened?
No
Wait
OK
I promised you a picture
Yes
I took one
Cool
Shut up
Ok
I took one.  I took a picture I’ve never taken before.
Thank you
But you have to promise me you’ll delete it as soon as you look at it.
Delete what?
Wait
Ok
I waited
So, how’s Denny doing?  Still being an …
Shhhh.
I stopped typing. 
(1) appeared next to my in-box.
Is this from you?
Yes
Is that your real name?
Yes, I thought you deserved to know it.
Can I open the attachment?
Yes, but do you PROMISE!?
Yes
Then open it.
I clicked, and then double-clicked, and in that heart beat it took to open, flashed back on the hours spent downloading low-resolution porn on my first Mac.  I’d start 20 downloads before going to bed and in the morning, 5 would have failed, but 15 naked ladies would be waiting for me.  My dad never understood his phone bills after that.
And instant later it was open on my screen.  She was laying on her back, her eyes were blocked by her left hand, but her smile was radiant and her body was just as I imagined.  Neither of us were young anymore, but she was fit, slim, with smooth skin and strong thighs that showed their muscles as she lifted her knees slightly from the blue and green quilt.  Her right hand had slipped inside a simple pair of sheer red panties.  It was obvious where her fingers were because her wrist was far too low for them to be hiding anywhere else..  Holy Shit was all my addled brain could come up with.
Well?  I don’t know how many seconds I had been staring.
I was speechless
Is it that awful?  I could almost see the worry on her face
It’s beautiful, if it was possible to stammer while typing, I would have done it, I barely got my fingers moving.  You are beautiful.
Really?
Yes really, when did you take this?   
I leaned forward, zoomed in, examined her almost naked form
The night you asked me to.
Wow, I should have asked sooner
You wouldn’t have gotten it then, or at all, I wasn’t ready.
You can open it now.
Open what?
Funny
No, seriously, open what?  Is there another attachment?
The package sweetheart
OH!  Yes. 
I picked up the scissors out of the no longer true, “Worlds Greatest Dad” mug and carefully cut the end of the envelope.  Inside was a small zip-lock bag which fell with a soft plop on to the fake wood Formica of my desk, the plastic crinkling as it hit.  I stared at the color inside the envelope and then back at the image on my screen.
Is this what I think it is?
Open it
Really?  The sheer red fabric was soft on my trembling skin, it smelled of perfume, ‘Obsession’, I thought.  I let the material fall through my fingers and cascade over my skin and across my freshly shaved face.  I inhaled deeply of her perfume, both natural and purchased.
This is the same pair.  I felt my cock getting harder as I thought about the connection between the sensation in my hand, the thoughts in my head, and the beautiful spread legs and vanishing hand on the screen.  The red on the screen matched the red in my hand.
Why are you so good to me?  My fingers were barely working, I was hoping she would be patient as my motor skills returned.
Because you were good to me first.
You make it easy.
And I make you hard, right?  Are you getting hard right now?
Yes.
Yes what? 
Yes, my cock is hard right now I heard her echoing my insistence on complete answers.
Unzip your pants.
What? Really?  I typed, her assertiveness was new and arousing.
K  Let me lock my door. 
I stood and walked around my desk to lock the office door.  I felt the sharp edge of my belt buckle dig in to the head of my cock.  Back in front of my desk I unzipped my dark gray slacks and felt them slide down my thighs and heard the belt buckle hit the floor mat.  In the silence of my office, it sounded like a gun shot.  The soft wool puddled at my feet and I laughed at the size of the wet spot on my light green silk boxers. 
R U there?  She wrote
Yes, I’m here
Is your door locked?
Yes, my door is locked
Are you unzipped?
Yes, my pants are on the floor
Good, I have one more surprise for you.
Again my heart skipped, I looked twice, smiled a big goofy grin, and clicked,
Answer with Video

Friday, January 14, 2011

FFF - Time for a tune-up (1/14/11)

I'm not a car guy by nature, but apparently I like writing stories about them.

153-208 words
A good tune up
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Ms. Andrus?
I looked up from my magazine.
Step to the window please.

She used her confidentiality voice.
“Has your insurance changed?  No? Good.  Cash or credit?  Cash?  Good. 
OK, have a seat.”

I sat

Missy opened the door.
I followed her.  She looked at my chart and led me through the second door. 

Please disrobe and step on the scale.  I shed my clothes and new girl Tonya collected them, slim, young, attractive.

Naked please.

Surprised, I slipped out of my underwear and stood exposed on the scale.

Missy checked my vitals, and Tonya started the pedicure.  I smiled.
I lay down for my EKG, and my nails were buffed and polished. I giggled.
They checked my ears, nose, and throat as she applied lotion to my skin.  I sighed.

In to the stirrups please. 
Tonya produced a bowl of hot water and a razor as my legs were lifted, cradled, and spread.  Soon I was smooth, fragrant, and wet as the doctor’s fingers probed and explored.
Scoot to the edge please, I need to do a rectal exam.

Tonya scooted me to the edge, and with a brush of her delicate fingers, pushed me over.

It’s good to get a tune up once in a while.




The announcer’s voice came through the canvas walls of the team tent.  Line call was in 15 minutes and the drivers had 5 after that to get behind the wheel.  “Where are they?” I growled under my breath. 

“Can I help you find something?”  I looked up.

 “Um, what? Yes, wait, Who are you?  And yes, you can help.  I’m looking for 2 pairs of gloves, a shiny white fireproof pair and a heavier black leather set.”

She looked under the tables, the patches on her jean pockets swayed and the soft fabric clung to her deep curves.  “I’m Jean!” she yelled from under the table, “I’m Tony’s daughter!”

“How did my bastard mechanic get a girl like you?”  I kept looking.

“Well”, she said, from her hand and knees “He knocked up my mom, the beauty queen.”  She held up the gloves, “Found them!”  I reached for them, she pulled back.

“Pay me”

“How?”

She pulled open the Velcro fly of my driver’s suit and grabbed me.

“Put on your helmet and gloves, and don’t hold back.”

I ran to the line with 1 minute to spare.  Tony yelled over the roar if I was feeling alright.

“Yes!” I yelled back, “I just got a good tune-up”




She needs a good tune up.
Do it yourself.
You know I can’t
Holy St. Mary, for a man, you are worthless with your hands.
Perhaps.  Can you work on her today?
I can work on her now.
Good
On one condition
What?
You stay, listen to what I say, and start taking care of this beauty.
Deal

I turned to look at the engine. “See?” He leaned pressed against my back.  “You let the wiper fluid run dry.  No big deal in summer, but the tubes dry out if you don’t keep them wet.”

“Really”  I felt his hands on my hips.

“And,” I tapped the block, “When was the last time you changed the oil?”

My pants unbuckled themselves as he bared my ass.  I closed my eyes.  He had brought his own lubrication.

I felt the summer heat on my skin as he spread it over an in to me.  My voice wavered.

“And here…” I whimpered, “you have to check the…” he entered me, “the belts.”

I pressed back into him and felt him groan, grabbing the frame as he filled me.  His fingers slid past my clit and filled my only empty space.  Filled, I came, and collapsed.

“Bad with my hands, eh?

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OK, I loved the picture and phrase this week.  It gave me lots of ideas and most of them were silly and fun and not very sexy, or just too corny to put in to words.  The phrase, "a good tune up" had multiple meanings, the literal engine tune-up as applied in #3, the prelude to a main event #2, or just a refreshing upgrade to make yourself feel special as in #1.

I wanted to put a crack about insurance in the first one, but ran out of words. She was hoping that her increased premiums had paid off.  It looks like they did.

In #2, I had to cut out the lines describing how young Tony's daughter was, not illegally young, just surprisingly young, but then I would have to figure out how old the drives was, and in the end, it didn't matter, she got him prepped, ready to go, all tuned up.

And in #3, we had to crank up the heat. Playing off the famous Meagan Fox

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Thursday, January 13, 2011

Don't let me forget

i woke up from an odd dream
she was in it
i was at work
we were upset
not at each other
there was a horse in the background
and the chime of my phone alarm came from a dream church
that floated just a few feet off the ground.

At first i smiled because i was dreaming of her
I've been thinking about her lately,
about how much i miss her
about how the years have been too long between us
and how far away she really is


But then I couldn't get out of the dream-state
I tried to remember it
as i was in it
i wasn't sure how to turn my phone off
and worried that the police would hear it
and that the church my drop if I couldn't stop the chiming
My bed seemed foreign,
the body next to me was not her
now was it the other her
i was a tangle of thoughts and suspicions
and fear began to creep in

I could see Sam, he was fine, and he was talking to her
with her back turned to me I new it was her, but then
it struck me
i didn't know her name
i couldn't remember her face
i started to breath that panic-dream breathing that makes
your heart race before your feet land on solid ground

What is her name?
I felt tears forming


I promised never to forget you
but you promised the same
and now we  have
if only in our nightmares


My feet hit the floor,
but my day was ruined
my heart was torn
until i remembered
but by then,
it was too late

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Drop - Touch

I want your hand on me
I want to watch your eyes as you get the first taste
As you feel me,
Skin to skin
Hand to cock
Tongue to tip.

To all my friends in the snow....

Don't do this....





I know I posted once already today, but this one is needed to lighten the mood.

To all my friends in the snowy north and all points east, you have my deepest sympathy.

I am so tired of idiots

"Um Hello, this is Michael from Dallas"  he mumbles, "I was just wondering where I should save the documents you asked for."

I stared at the phone in stunned silence.  "Really?"  I said out loud.  "Really?"  I listened to the message again for effect and to get my blood running hotter.

"Um Hello, this is Michael from Dallas" His voice a mix of "don't blame me" and practiced ass-kissing, "I was just wondering where I should save the documents you asked for?

Really?  You want to know where to post the documents I've been asking for since August?
The same document set we have been working on for three months?
You don't know where to put the last of 32 documents that have been discussed weekly for 12 weeks?

Are you a fucking idiot or do you think I am? 
Do you really think that now, 4 weeks late, you are going to blame me for you not knowing where to put this stuff?

How about putting it where I tell you to in the guidance documents I've sent out every month!
How about putting it with the other 31 documents you've already posted (18 of which were late)!
How about putting it with every other document that's called "2010 Research Results and compliance update"!
How about shoving it up your ass where your brain is and then reading the footer where the title and network path is, and have been for 4 years!!!!

I tell you, it's a good thing this jack-off is 2 time zones and 1,600 miles away from me right now.  His team mates aren't any better.  One of them had the balls to ask for a schedule, 3 weeks after the last work was due, so that he could "stay on track".  This is after kick-off meetings in August, follow-ups where I traveled to Texas in-person to sit with their lazy asses and walk them through the work, after weekly phone calls and e-mails and reminders, and calls to their boss.  Are you fucking kidding me Chris?  You are killing me with this bullshit.  And remember, he's been doing this same review and compliance cycle for four years. 

I'm just so sick and tired of idiots.  Will someone please make them go away.

And speaking of idiots, I want to file this in the "Most Obvious Sign Ever" category

Really?  What was your first clue?

But you open at 10:00, right?


I know posts like this aren't sexy or interesting or even amusing really, but I've been screaming in my head at these two idiots all morning and had to get it out.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Happy Birthday - Part 1

I have two very dear Internet friends who are having birthdays this week.  They will know which post is for which friend, so I'm not going to be very specific with the details, in fact, I'm going to leave them out entirely.

Today's birthday girl has become one of my closest on-line friends.  She is funny, honest, witty, accessible when she is able to be, responsive to e-mails, and a laugh riot when we can, on rare occasion, get on the phone together.

She makes me smile, laugh, and feel good about myself.  She is a friend, and I'm glad she is in my life.

You know who you are, you know what you mean to me, but I just wanted to say it out loud.

xoxox



And these came in the mail today.....


Monday, January 10, 2011

I want to protect you...

It's been too long,


I miss you.

I don't want to lose you.

I want to protect you
to make you smile
To make you wet
To make you giggle


To make you laugh.

My first guest post....

I was so flattered when she asked that I didn't know what to write for the longest time.  Lusting Lola, who has quickly become one of my favorite bloggers and on-line chat friends, asked me to write a post for her while she and her hubby are on a wonderful tropical vacation!!!  Besides being insanely jealous of their actual vacation, I was stumped as to what to write, do I write a jungle-themed fantasy, do I include the cabana boy, the towel girl, and the concierge?

I started off on one piece that quickly turned in to a 6 page opus (at least an opus in the blog world where hitting the "page down" button seems like torture.)  It will get posted as soon as I finish some edits and get it past the "boy is this awful" stage.  It was inspired by a trip to Toys-R-Us.  But after a friend read it, she suggested that it might be a big long for a guest post, so I started thinking about vacations and vacation sex again.

I hope you check out the post HERE, and put Lola on your reader list, she is worth the visit.

And, since a lot of my readers also read the fabulous Lexi, she was the guest author on Sunday

So, send sexy thoughts to LOLA as she basks on the beach, and enjoy the post!


Sunday, January 9, 2011

Thank God for Atheists

I don't think I have the balls to be a good atheist.  I want to believe in something I guess, though I'm finding it hard to believe in anything these days.  If an atheist doesn't believe god or an afterlife, or anything beyond this world then what's left?  The pathetic pile of rubbish we call humanity?

It's no wonder that men and women have been conjuring gods since the beginning of time, we are so disappointed in the reality around us that we have to hope for something better.

I believe in this...

and this

and this

and always this

Saturday, January 8, 2011

When we are done....

When we are done.
I make my wife settle all of her weight on me.  
I like the pressure, the fit, the depth, in those moments when we are fully together.
She tries to leave, to clean up, to get to bed, to fall asleep
but I don't let her
not for a few minutes, 
not for a bit
I like the feeling
Of being together
one
joined
fully together

I like that feeling.